Life's unpredictable.
Didnt expect him to get attached so fast.
well, life suck, shit happens.
she definitely deserve better.
anyone misses their childhood?
i do.
i remembered playing london bridge is falling down with my cousins.
there's a big empty space by the stairs at my grandparents place. (uncles' house now)
yuhui and xiangting used to stay 1 level below me.
we stole chalks from school and drew hopscotch.
played 家家酒 ,
ran away from garang guni cos ahma kept saying that he catches naughty children.
block catching with primary schoolmates.
bring 5 stones to school.
play chinese/english chess during recess time (enjoyed the crowd behind me)
i miss my maternal grandparents.
i remembered how ahma passed on when i was 8.
i remembered how weak she has gotten at her last stage.
she cant even lift the bell.
i remembered my last conversation with ahgong.
he visited us.
sat down with his usual blue boxer, topless.
i was writting my chinese compo and i asked him.
ahgong, 怎样写“刷”？he taught me.
that's the last time i talked to him.
i remembered how i cried in school when i realized he pass away in china.
well, i have a wonderful childhood :)
stress free !
everyone is just so naive and cheerful.
it's like a heaven down earth.
where friendships were so real.
as we grow older and older each day.
things got sour, aint it so true?
people go after advantages.
start plotting against one another.
office politics?
oh well, even school has its own politics now.
experiencing lies, betrayal, back stabber and all kinda shit.
putting up layers of masks.
we're all becoming fine actors and actresses.
just take a look around you.
how many of you are bothered by finance issue?
how many of you realized that true friends are hard to find?
how many of you got caught in relationship issues?
how many of you struggled hard for academic grades?
how many of you DO NOT know what you gona do when you graduate?
sadly to say
i guess i got caught in almost everything?
getting back results soon.
that's shittier i bet.
oh man.
please gimme a pass for everything ! :'(
i need to graduate faster!
cheerful YY is gona make a turn back!
BE P.O.S.I.T.I.V.E about it ! :)
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It has been a very long time since we last met up!!!